I loved you ;

but frankly I was never in love with you.

Like a hot, sweet July car crash, we we're destined for misery. Though i loved you, it meant nothing in the long run. So I live on, I move on, I breathe on. I wont dwell, cause baby you broke down long before the crash, and you were running on fumes.

I looked in your eyes, and saw the beginning of love.. Now i see the beginning of a lie. As words twist and skew from your mouth, I can't hear the meaning, only the sugar coated outline of deceit. You can't fool me, you can't hide from me. I knew your game from the start, and you weren't playing by the rules. So tell me now, how does it feel to play alone?

My bitter sweet, can you see through the fog of that brain? Though you may find release in your indulgence, I see only fear, hiding behind a mask of failure. So next time you decide to pick up the phone, and attempt another failed call. Think twice. Once for the day you told me you loved me, and again for the day you said the same thing to her.

" I just want to tell you something I love you so much don't forget that " I remembered, but it seems more then likely you forgot. I don't mind being in your shadow. The sun never stays in one spot for long, and soon I will be lit up. Enjoy the dark.